I was supposed to be working today, but this morning my boss texted me and changed it. She asked if I could work the same time friday instead and it didn't really make a difference to me so I said yes. So I've been locked in all day, a real couchpotato. Lazy. But to my defence I'm not feeling a 100% either, I have this feverish warmth washing through me from time to time, feels like my body's boiling and that's not the most pleasent feeling. So today I'm going to do absolutly nothing. I need to start preparing dinner but that's not in a few hours anyways. So I'm still listening to my christmas music, Rock This Christmas to be exact, love this album.

Even though I don't feel so good I get a little stressed out of the thought of doing nothing an entire day. Especially when I know there are things I have to do. I have to do the dishes and the laundry and cook and I should really practise more of my the theory to pass my driver's license exam later on.. I also want to bake something but I need eggs which I don't have and I'm to lazy to go to the store right now. 

I guess I don't really have anything important to say today so I'm just going to end this here and try to do something worth mentioning today. we'll see we'll see

Just because the recent holiday, Halloween.

Listening to christmasmusic, preparing for christmas though it's almost halloween.. Well I've been wanting christmas now for the past month so when it actually arives I'm probably sick of it. 

Yesterday was a great day. I practiced driving so that I can get my licence some time soon, we'll see how it goes but now I've at least started and that's better than nothing. I started to check out the theorychapters too but I didn't get very far. I've bought a computericed "theorybook" and it's kind of interesting. Going to keep on practicing this weekend when I'm kind of off work. And next week I'm going to try to meet up with my dad to practise my driving again. It's so much fun!

Old pic, but I'm starting to miss my black hair :(

Today I decided that I'm going to pick this up once more. I've graduated this past summer and it feels great. During the summer I didn't have a lot of sparetime the only thing I actually had time with was working. I didn't even have one day off a week. But I chose that for myself because I need to save money. I'm only going to work  'til the end of this year and after that I'm going to become a stay at home mom. I'm happy and scared at the same time. So much have changed in so little time and I haven't really been able to wrap my head around it all yet. I've moved in with my boyfriend but I haven't cleaned out all my stuff at my mom's place yet but I will find some time for that too. I'm not going to write much more though I could write a whole lot! but I'll check in with you all later..

From yesterday :)

Just feeling like writing something, anything.. So my day basically involved eating.. and eating and eating some more.. I'm tired and the dance today went soso, but I'm still kind of satisfied with my performence. A lot has happened the last days and I can't really believe it for myself so I'm waiting to post it on here. It's not that late yet so a few episodes of Pretty Little Liars awaits. 

A lot has happened.. School started last week but I spent it with Nattis finishing up a really important school assignment instead of going.. So this technically was my first week in school since the two weeks break I just went trough. I broke up with my boyfriend two almost three weeks ago so I haven't been in the mood of blogging. I'm feeling fine right now, but I've felt much worse. My friends are always there for me and knowing that helps a lot. 

I'm obessed with Pretty Little Liars and I can't stop watching it. I watch it between homeworks, on the bus, at home, well almost everywhere, but I've almost completed the third season now and then I'll probably go on watshing the seventh season of Dexter. I'm a tv-series addict. But I'll live with it. I'm just really tired right now so this evening is going to end with a cup of tea and Pretty Little Liars. Tomorrow is a new day with new adventures, so solong!

Well I completed my deathwalk of ~35km and I'm not feeling as exhausted as I thought I would.. Might be because the pain's decided to show up for work tomorrow.. The plan was to go out tonight but I don't know anymore, I can't seem to find any clothes to wear, such a girlproblem I know but it's true though. I've tried on 3 different dresses and I love'em all but my body just looks bleh. Sometimes it feels like I'm actaully getting fatter by the minute, I know that's not the case but it's not boosting my ego looking like this. I'm not fat I know that, but I used to be thinner and it haunts me. I'm going to start doing something about it but my patience is not coaprative. sadly. I know I can wear pants and a nice shirt but I do love dresses. My mood isn't the brightest one right now. sucks being me. 

The walk on the other hand went great, I expected it to take between 4-5 hours and I was right, it took me 5 exactly. I walked almost 40 000 steps which I think's pretty good. I was considering doing this once a week but I'll probably change my mind tomorrow when my body is all sore and everything I try to accomplish is a pain in the ass. 

The walk.

So bad at this! where is all the time running off to? My internship just flew by and I were there for 8 whole weeks, minus a few sickdays! Two weeks easterbreak infront of me but I'm sure they'll fly by equally fast as the internship did. I miss them, the people over there and I really hope I'll see them again soon, hopefully they need an extra hand later on. 

Today I've spent most of my day with my sister who's pregnant by the way. I'm going to become an auntie and a godmother, wooop. Crashed on the sofa with my excercising outfit, going out running for a little while, and then maybe I'll go for another walk later tonight! The sun is still shining and I love it. I've been healthy almost all day long, breakfast  was just amazing consisting fresh strawberries, mango and a banana, fruit in my heart. Then I had lunch with sis and we went for salads, yum. And instead of taking the bus and then the train home I decided to ride the bus a while longer and walk the last kilometers, felt nice. Tomorrow I'm going to walk a couple of swedish miles, (one swedish mile = 10km) so I'm going to feel tired and satisfied when I'm going out for drinks with my friends later that night. Need to start excersising again you know, the fat is increasing and I don't like it... 

But now I've babbled on for too long, and I have to move my butt from here if I want to get anything done today, have a blast and enjoy the spring weather! 

ready to run!

In bed with Holly, just ate. Tired after a long weekend of working, would be nice to sleep for half an hour or something. But Fanny'll get here soon so I guess I should go out to meet her, maybe go buy something sweet, candy, cookies, chips.. don't know. It's warm here under the covers, cozy! And I'm in such a readingmood, sucks that I'm to tired to start anything though! :( Eating chocolate and waiting. BUT then we're going to plan our trip and maybe even book the ticets, who knows!!!!! Abroad, heat, can't wait.

The Rättvi trip is getting closer, less than a week to go, loving it! gonna wear my new dress happyface..